yest was my mak tiri last dae.
and i'm definitely disturbed by it.
haix.

my fav NC. my first ever NC tt iss soo not berat sebelah.
oh my!
i reli dunu whetehr we can cope or not without her arnd.

she has been with us fer more than a decade la seyy.
so,imagine it!
sumone tt senior,wont be arnd anymore!

she even joke to us "aiya..u all see my hair! if i go hq in this condition,i dunu how!"
hahah!
cuz,she was like flying arnd until her hair cums out of place.
hahah!so cute!

then,whenever we hafprob regarding to difficult pts or difficult cannulation,
we will go to her first.
she's very good in analyzing an emergency situation!

omg.i reli miss her now.

yest,when it was oredi 2.20pm,she finished her lunch oredi.
she ordered pizza la!
then,when she came inside the treatment area, she came to me asking
"ti..ur open dr rite?? must remember to eat the pizza first before leaving ok?"
i nodded my head.

when i wana leavve the treatment area,i went to her!
i hugged her!
i told her that i will miss her..
she said "ti,u noe wat?im alwaes grateful tt u n nis r here.. the two of u are very very capable although u r just a poly graduate.. i reli wana u two to attend the advance course. then,after two years, can becum incharge.

haix.
i will miss her naggings!


and,after werk, lepak with bro n sis at cwp.
we played arcade!
and, watched the sneaks fer paranormal activities.
give the movie 4.5 stars!
very scaaryyy!
everyone in the theathre was expecting although the movie just end like that!

hahah!!

hmm.
the last week of october was very tiring fer me.

but i tink it will be like this until my very last breath in wdlnds1.haha.
everydae struggling with 6.6 onlie.
sumtimes i look fwrd when mak tiri was d6.
although she can be a nuinsaince sumtimes.
but,she will offer help without being ask to!

after the first wk of nov,
she will leave us.
n trsfr to other place.
im so gona miss her!

ive seen the one tt gona replace her.
nahh..
she look so fierce.
nah.actuallie mak tiri looks fierce also but she love us too much
until she address us as'gerlssss''..

she will still layan uis although shes very tired or too stree out with sum tings!
unlike sister melayu.
the two haf diff character.
i prefer goin to mei if i haf problem troubleshooting.
cuz,sis melayu's face i very scared if she's too stress out.
haha!

i will sure miss her.

;(

audit went quite ok fer wlds 1!!
they sae its one of the best audit place wever!
thx to the fri a.m staffs!
huhuhuu.

well.
i got nth much to sae.

cux this blog's half wae dead.

haha.

but i love the prev years entriess!

i tink if i can choose the year tt brought the most changes in mylife,
it would be the year 2009.

changes over changes i was forced to follow.
and the changes made me matured over time.
made me to be very responsible over many manythings.

not onlie changes at home, at dc too.
well.
life shouldnt be stagnant.

there r bound to be ups n downs.
but 09?
it has been reli testing my patience.
and, im glad.
cuz, it shows tt allah noes tt i can handle it well.
alhamdulillah..

sum1 tt i had alwasy been mentioning in my past archieves.
i had to put a stop to him also.
or else.... i will always be swimming in a alke of shattered mirrors.

i've always read back on the posts on him.
whenever we chatted togther
or whenver we just bumped into ech other coincedently..
or whenever we jst texted each other.

tsk,tsk,tsk

engagement is 3/4 to a marriage.
n i've been brought up listening to the woes of those hu hd beeen
left behind after getting engaged.
n,i definitely want to make a stop in this.

i just duwan any other woman to face this hardship anymore.
the man shld noe how to hold on to their woman.
cherish them like theres no tmr!

well.
theres no more faznisa.
haha.

like sum1 said "ade lain yg lebih hensem dari dier.."
haha..
absolutely true!
very.

but, up till now.
i dunu why allahput all the coincidences the last two years.
my puzzle wass till unsolve.
n,i will just chuck it aside.

i had a tinkinh of just deleting this blog of mine.
but after thinking hard,
this blog was with me thruout the poly daes.
3 years n running..

so..nah..
i will just keep it running.
with randoms n bits n pieces of my life updates!

ok.
gtg.

:)

the week has been a tiring one.
with four daes morning straight.
day offf todae.
with an open dr tmr.

wil be hafing a one day session at HQ.
then,a morning shft on tt mondae.

what makes me so angry todae was ade org menelipon saye.
menyuruh saye utk gantikan tempat dier petang nnt.
dia telipon saye pukul 2.15ptg!
masenyer sungguh singkat.
saye menolak tawaranya.
berbohong sunat menyatakan saye di luar dan saye tidak bole menolongnya/

watver it is malas ku nak elaborate.

went to singtel just now.
applied fer mio tv, wireless etc.
fuiyoo...
must wait fer one week sia fer the installation!
wth!

i will pay fer the mio n wireless lahh..
aiyahhh..

nowadaes everything is money cash money cash.
rabaksss..
weee...

bye!

skin changed.

;)

i've not been as active as i used to be.
wakakakakaa..

but watever it is, blogger had been a great support thruout
my toughest time ever!

no words can described this actuall feelings when i get to pen down my tots
freely although it has to be bushed arnd.

huhu.
i'm going to be kicking active again.
promise.

first step.
change my skin.

after u've seen a change in it,
then u will see me back.

:)

for now, bye!

sesungguhnya ku makin jatuh hati padanya!